fml. idk what to do now. ):

here we go again - pixie lott.

All my friends are going out but I've been thinking


Maybe I better stay in bed

The ceiling's spinning 'round like I've been drinking

I've got this banging in my head


Boom, boom, boom

I need my medicine

And the cure ain't aspirin


I don't care about tomorrow

Here we go again, here we go again

I'll be the last one on the dance floor

When this party ends, when this party ends


I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there


I'll sleep through the alarm head under pillow

I know I'm gonna pay for this

I can't stand missing out so when you call me, call me

I'll say okay if you insist


Boom, boom, boom

I need my medicine

And the cure ain't aspirin


I don't care about tomorrow

Here we go again, here we go again

I'll be the last one on the dance floor

When this party ends, when this party ends


I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there


Never wanna say I wish that I was there

Never wanna say I wish that I was there

Never wanna say I wish that I was there


I don't care about tomorrow

Here we go again, here we go again

I'll be the last one on the dance floor

When this party ends, when this party ends


I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

 

i love the kind of feeling this song gives me. (:

you make me think alot or rather too much.
just quit it alright.
I'm outta this game.
It's not fun in any way.

yes, it once was my problem.
i apologize for that.
i was in a state of confusion then
but now i'm not.

it's just the way it is.

went to school this morning despite facing temptation from andy to skip school.
but oh well, ended up taking pink form and yay! I got outta school. (:

Anyways, I was really afraid that by the time i reach school the celebration would already be over and everybody would have gone home. But when i reached BDS, the concert hasn't ended yet. (Y)
camwhored a lil with eunice jiahui and zina.
talked to a few teachers.
caught up a lil with vivian. (L) (:

After that me grace kinren sherman eng kiat andy and calvin went downtown's just asia to have our lunch. gibson winston ruiqi and waiteng joined us after that. i had a hard time finishing my food, i swear. ):

slacked a while then went to watch grown ups (Y) with ruiqi waiteng grace sherman kinren gibson and winston. It's SUPER HILARIOUS MAN. nice show. (: i give it 4.5/5. HAHAHAH.

then after that we slacked again. played some games. HAHAHA. fun. (: and then "the guys went to eat chicken rice for their dinner while we ate old chang kee. LOL.

Overall, today was a great day! (: though not many people went for the lunch, well, we still had fun. :D can't wait till after promos or something when we can really have a full attendance 4C REUNION! 

it didn't happen. but i'm fine.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.


We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call, ooooh oooh.

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.

I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.


Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gunna be hard for me.

Might hurt some, not too much, but I gotta let it wait.

As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.

Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.


I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I wan't you, to be happy.


Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.

It ain't easy the more and the more you try.

So there'll be cheating, better saving, but not me and my boy.


We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.

So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.


I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.


We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".


I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).

Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.

I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.


I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

impossible.

I remember years ago


Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did


And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did


And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy


And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible


Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know


Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love and words

Empty promises will wear

I know, I know


And now when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy


And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible!

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)



I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did


Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible


I remember years ago


Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did..

one step @ a time and nothing else more.

this week's probably one of my most depressing weeks I've ever had.

my results are like..

bad, really bad, suckerballsxzsxz, shit TTM, idk how to describe it.

I disappointed and let down myself and raymond for math.
As for chem, i knew i wouldn't make it, I'll definately get a U.
But unexpectedly, i was 1 mark away from an S! DAMN.
I've got mixed feelings about my chem results.

Firstly, happy cause i thought i'll like get 30/100 or smth though i got 39 but still,
the main point is i was fking 1mark away from an S! #*^%&$(^*()#%)*><:""} 

Anyways, idk how to put my 2nd feeling into words.
I can only express it via actions like frustration alright.

Okay! enough about studies.

gonna have my 2.4 next friday. good luck to me. I ran 3rounds round the track my legs ached from wed till like today. Like fat only sia. That's the only word i can use to describe myself.

School, my prediction: It's gonna drive me nuts with loads of assignments only.

ODAC HANDOVER.
i almost forgot about this event. :/
it was kinda sad. no more j2s.):
it'll just be us, j1s, 23 of us only.):
but oh well, it's still gonna be fun like always cause 93' batch people rocks like DUH~~
HAHAHAH.

25th ODAC EXCO!
president: glen
vice-president: marie
publicity: moses
secretary: kai en
treasurer: siew bin
sea sports chief: hui si
pioneering chief: chelsea
orienteering chief: rui qi
first-aid chief: grace
quartet master: khavinesh

Alright! That's all for today, readers!

CIAO. (: