Friday, October 23, 2009

TWOMOREDAYSTO'O'LEVELS.
GOODLUCK EVERYBODYAYE.C:

Sunday, October 18, 2009

ALL I EVER WANTED.

Tear up the photographs, but yesterday won't let go



Every day, every day, every minute


Here comes the emptiness, just can't be lonely you know


Every day, every day, hey, hey




This second chancin's really getting me down


You give and takin' everything I dreamed about


It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go



All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was a simple way to get over you


All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was an in between to escape this desperate scene


Where every law reveals the truth


Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you



I'd rather walk alone, don't wanna chase you around


Every day, every day, every minute


I fall a thousand times for I let you drag me down


Every day, every day, hey, hey



Your new beginning was a perfect ending


But I keep feeling we've already been here before


It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go



All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was a simple way to get over you


All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was an in between to escape this desperate scene


Where every law reveals the truth


Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was



Tell me with so many out there why I always turn to you?


Your goodbyes tear me down every time


And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me



All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was a simple way to get over you


All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was an in between to escape this desperate scene



All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was a simple way to get over you


All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted


Was an in between to escape this desperate scene


Where every law reveals the truth


Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

ridiculously, I'm fine/

was supposed to wake up @ 6.45 today to continue with biology
but ended waking up @ 8.35 cause when the alarm clock rang at 6.45,
it was gonna spoil my beautiful dream. so i turned it off. haha.XP

stupid lies and promises that will never come true.
stop haunting me, please, i beg you.
I'm really sick and tired of it already.
get out and far far away from my mind.

was really leading a happy and carefree life once upon a time.
now, give that back to me, i want it back.



Monday, October 12, 2009

EXHAUSTEDDDD.):

Saturday, October 10, 2009

12121212.

hello people, I'm back. LOL.

woke up @ 8 today.BIG SMILES.CCCC;
haven't woke up at this time for more then once a week for a super duper longggggggg time already.(:

went for tuition at 10 when the majority went @ 10.30 cause raymond made a mistake and typed 10.30 insead of 10 so we only had 1hour of tuition.(Y)

headed home and then did chemistry.
what a dreadful afternoon. stupid weather.
It's making me drowsy.

headed to church @ 4 andand clara came!;D
It's been a longgg time since you came for church on saturday mansxzsxz girl!
had a light dinnerand then headed home.

nice song and lyrics by tata young; call him mine.(:


I can call him mine



It was only a matter of time


Before I got tired of your ways


I tried to make you fire,


But you were only ice


And you didn't seem to wanna change






So then I looked at someone new


And he was looking back at me too


Saw that I was hurt


Knew just what to say


Knew just how to push the pain away



You know I need stability


And you know you can't give it to me



[Chorus]


My sun may never rise the way it did with you,


And he may never kiss me the way that you'd do


But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life


At least he doesn't make me cry


I know I can call him mine

 Though when I call him on the phone


I never feel butterflies


I know that I can trust


He'll always give me love


And I know mine will grow for him in time



He tells me that I'm beautiful


And I never ever heard that from you


He doesn't cause me pain


Tears falling like the rain


And though I'm still in love with you


You know I need stability



[Chorus]



It wasn't easy letting go but I know that I had to think of the long run and say goodbye


And find someone who appreciates me even though even though.....



My sun may never rise the way it did with you


And he may never ever kiss me the way that you'd do, that you'd do...



[Chorus]



The sun may never rise again like it did with you


And he may never ever kiss me the way you'd do


But at least he makes me feel like I'm a part of his life


He doesn't make me cry


Doesn't make me cry


He doesn't make me cry


I know I can call him mine


Saturday, October 3, 2009

OOOOOO.

went for tuition early in the morning @ 7 with bds pe shirt?
yuck. felt super weird. and uncomfortable.

had emaths paper one test today again. damn laaa.
the paper super difficult cans.
according to raymond, emaths is for idiots.
so if idk how to do, i am one. urgh. whatever.
no offence okay, people. cause i am one too. hhahahaha.

went off early with clara. she's super hilarious laa.
HAHAHAH. Shall not blog about it. I feel abit bad if i do. So yeahh.

went off to school and walked as fast as my legs could carry me.
Supposedly. And in the end, mr ghaz couldn't make it.
emergency. So yeah. stayed in school till 12plus to do chemistry.

left school @ 12plus with grace and then headed to changi airport to study.(:
hahahhahaha. i practically linked everything to studies.
the spot check on the bus to ss; transnational terrorism, and loads more.
i can't remember now. haha. alighted @ t3 and we wanted to go to t2 macs
and we realised that t3 had macs too?!?! okay, we're sua ku.
Anyways, we walked a loooooooong way just to find macs in a small corner near
one of the exits of t3. WOW. And when we walked closer, we saw many heads there. So we turned back. So much for going up and down the lift and walking straight from one end to the other, we decided to go to t2 macs in the end.

And omg, there were soooo many people there.
Alot of people, nvm.
I see people's bill like what, $74.15?!?!
INSANITYYY.
No wonder la.
The queue not long also must wait so long.
When i only wanna purchase $4.45 worth of food and drinks for two people._l_

Studied and then left for home @ 1plus.
It was short but rather productive.(:
skipped church today to stay home to study chemistry instead.

Before i forget..

HAPPY 9TH 11THBIRTHDAY, BROTHER!(:

see, i'm not so bad okay. At least i wish you heree.

went to sakae for dinner and had my superduperlongioncesosuperlyfellinlovethefirsttimeitastedit

FRIED HOTATE!!!C;

AHHHH. I miss it so much laa.




And this soft shell crab that my brother apparently ordered, is a female
and has yellow eggs? in it which taste like egg yolk. EWWWW.

okay, got to go already.

Bye peeps!(:

Thursday, October 1, 2009

today is endurance day.):

had a torturous pe lesson today.):

stupid BEEP TEST. grr.

chemistry was sucky.

the worst practical i ever had.

cause the stupid organic acid salt just won't break down.

I heated for like 45minutes? No kidding alright.

was super pissed just now.

And when i was just about to give up heating that stupid thang,

grace told me,

"when you feel like giving up,
think of why you peservered in the first place."

It motivated me alot.(:

anyways, got to go already,

bye peeps!C: