Saturday, September 25, 2010

fml. idk what to do now. ):

Friday, September 3, 2010

here we go again - pixie lott.

All my friends are going out but I've been thinking


Maybe I better stay in bed

The ceiling's spinning 'round like I've been drinking

I've got this banging in my head


Boom, boom, boom

I need my medicine

And the cure ain't aspirin


I don't care about tomorrow

Here we go again, here we go again

I'll be the last one on the dance floor

When this party ends, when this party ends


I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there


I'll sleep through the alarm head under pillow

I know I'm gonna pay for this

I can't stand missing out so when you call me, call me

I'll say okay if you insist


Boom, boom, boom

I need my medicine

And the cure ain't aspirin


I don't care about tomorrow

Here we go again, here we go again

I'll be the last one on the dance floor

When this party ends, when this party ends


I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there


Never wanna say I wish that I was there

Never wanna say I wish that I was there

Never wanna say I wish that I was there


I don't care about tomorrow

Here we go again, here we go again

I'll be the last one on the dance floor

When this party ends, when this party ends


I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

I don't even care, no, I don't even care, no

Never wanna say I wish that I'd been there

 
i love the kind of feeling this song gives me. (:
you make me think alot or rather too much.
just quit it alright.
I'm outta this game.
It's not fun in any way.

yes, it once was my problem.
i apologize for that.
i was in a state of confusion then
but now i'm not.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

it's just the way it is.

went to school this morning despite facing temptation from andy to skip school.
but oh well, ended up taking pink form and yay! I got outta school. (:

Anyways, I was really afraid that by the time i reach school the celebration would already be over and everybody would have gone home. But when i reached BDS, the concert hasn't ended yet. (Y)
camwhored a lil with eunice jiahui and zina.
talked to a few teachers.
caught up a lil with vivian. (L) (:

After that me grace kinren sherman eng kiat andy and calvin went downtown's just asia to have our lunch. gibson winston ruiqi and waiteng joined us after that. i had a hard time finishing my food, i swear. ):

slacked a while then went to watch grown ups (Y) with ruiqi waiteng grace sherman kinren gibson and winston. It's SUPER HILARIOUS MAN. nice show. (: i give it 4.5/5. HAHAHAH.

then after that we slacked again. played some games. HAHAHA. fun. (: and then "the guys went to eat chicken rice for their dinner while we ate old chang kee. LOL.

Overall, today was a great day! (: though not many people went for the lunch, well, we still had fun. :D can't wait till after promos or something when we can really have a full attendance 4C REUNION! 

it didn't happen. but i'm fine.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.


We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call, ooooh oooh.

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.

I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.


Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gunna be hard for me.

Might hurt some, not too much, but I gotta let it wait.

As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.

Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.


I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I wan't you, to be happy.


Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.

It ain't easy the more and the more you try.

So there'll be cheating, better saving, but not me and my boy.


We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.

So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.


I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.


We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".


I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).

Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.

I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.


I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".



Friday, July 16, 2010

impossible.

I remember years ago


Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did


And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did


And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy


And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible


Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know


Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love and words

Empty promises will wear

I know, I know


And now when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy


And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible!

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)



I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did


Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible


I remember years ago


Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did..

Friday, July 9, 2010

one step @ a time and nothing else more.

this week's probably one of my most depressing weeks I've ever had.

my results are like..

bad, really bad, suckerballsxzsxz, shit TTM, idk how to describe it.

I disappointed and let down myself and raymond for math.
As for chem, i knew i wouldn't make it, I'll definately get a U.
But unexpectedly, i was 1 mark away from an S! DAMN.
I've got mixed feelings about my chem results.

Firstly, happy cause i thought i'll like get 30/100 or smth though i got 39 but still,
the main point is i was fking 1mark away from an S! #*^%&$(^*()#%)*><:""} 

Anyways, idk how to put my 2nd feeling into words.
I can only express it via actions like frustration alright.

Okay! enough about studies.

gonna have my 2.4 next friday. good luck to me. I ran 3rounds round the track my legs ached from wed till like today. Like fat only sia. That's the only word i can use to describe myself.

School, my prediction: It's gonna drive me nuts with loads of assignments only.

ODAC HANDOVER.
i almost forgot about this event. :/
it was kinda sad. no more j2s.):
it'll just be us, j1s, 23 of us only.):
but oh well, it's still gonna be fun like always cause 93' batch people rocks like DUH~~
HAHAHAH.

25th ODAC EXCO!
president: glen
vice-president: marie
publicity: moses
secretary: kai en
treasurer: siew bin
sea sports chief: hui si
pioneering chief: chelsea
orienteering chief: rui qi
first-aid chief: grace
quartet master: khavinesh

Alright! That's all for today, readers!

CIAO. (:

Monday, July 5, 2010

OOPSY!

So sorry readers! irregular posts again.

Just a short update alright!

MYE'S ARE OVERR, and I'm really glad I've survived through it.

really worried for my results now, especially for math, econs, gp and chinese.

chem, screw it la huh, seriously.
whoever gets an A for chem, go bang your head against the wall and talk to yourself. ty.

had tuition ytd @ katong. omggggg.
i swear i'm gonna die travelling from pasir ris to katong and back again every sunday and thursday.):

got my flats from t1 just now, like finally. (Y)
and bought a top from cache cache, nice!

can't wait for eoy to come, as in nov and dec to do some crazy shopping.

my stupid wadrobe is shrinking.

PEACEOUT PEOPLE!




if it still exists.

I only said it cause I mean it


and Oh, I only mean it

Cause its true

So don't you tear

What I've been dreaming

Cause it keeps me up

And holds me close

Whenever I'm without you.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Too much of anything can make you sick


Even the good can be a curse (curse)

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Knowing too much can get you hurt


Is it better is it worse?

Are we sitting in reverse

it's just like we’re going backwards (backwards)

I know where I want this to go

Driving fast but let’s go slow

What I don’t wanna do is crash, no


Just know that you’re not in this thing alone

There’s always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we’re growing apart

Let’s just go back back back back back to this start, oh


Anything that’s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quittings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more


We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

If it’s worth having it’s worth fighting for oh,


Now everyday ain’t gona be no picnic

Love ain’t no walk in the park

All you can do is make the best of it now

Can’t be afraid of the dark


Just know that you’re not in this thing alone

There’s always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we’re growing apart

Let’s just go back back back back back to the start, oh


Anything that’s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quittings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more


We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

If it’s worth having it’s worth fighting for oh,


I don’t know where we’re heading I’m willing and ready to go (oh)

We’ve been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll (3x)


Anything that’s worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quittings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more


We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

If it’s worth having it’s worth fighting for oh,


We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love

If it’s worth having it’s worth fighting for oh,



"fighting".*winks*

Saturday, May 22, 2010

parachute.

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand


I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned

I won't tell anybody

Won't tell anybody

They want to push me down

They want to see you fall (down)


Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound

Won't tell anybody

Won't tell anybody

They want to see us fall

They want to see us fall (down)


I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down


I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down


Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and

You are your own worst enemy

You'll never win the fight

Just hold on to me

I'll hold on to you

It's you and me up against the world

It's you and me


I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down


I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down


I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I'll fall into you


I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love

I'll fall into you


I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down


I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down


you don't understand at all.
live in your own illusion, good luck, your on your own.

Friday, May 14, 2010

school's just another routine to me already, i guess.

but one day i stopped doing everything that i usually did
and thought to myself, what was i doing at this time of the year last year?

i really miss secondary school, really!

all the slacking, oh man!

how time would just stop there forever.



but oh well, time does not stop for us
and so now we're all busy with our own lives.

looking forward to our next reunion, babes, love y'all TTM!! <3333



it'll never be erased.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

break your hearttt.

Woah Woah


Now listen to me baby

Before I love and leave yah

(Oh oh oh oh)

They call me heart-breaker

I don't wanna decive yaaah

(Oh oh oh oh)


If you fall for me

I'm not easy to please

I might tear you apart

Told yah from the start

Baby from the start


I'm only gonna break break your

Break break ya heart

I'm only gonna break break your

Break break ya heart

I'm only gonna break break your

Break break ya heart

I'm only gonna break break your

Break break ya heart


Woah Woah


There's no point trying to hide

(Oh oh oh oh)

No point trying to erase me

(Oh oh oh oh)

I know I gotta problem

By doing this behavour

(Oh oh oh oh)


If you fall for me

I'm not easy to please

I might tear you apart

Told you from the start

Baby, from the start


I'm only gonna break break

Ya break break ya heart

I'm only gonna break break

Ya break break ya heart

I'm only gonna break break

Ya break break ya heart

I'm only gonna break break

Ya break break ya heart


(Woaah woaah)

(Woaah woaah)


love this catchy tune.

not the lyrics though.

Friday, April 23, 2010

nothing on you.

hello readers!:)

i'm really sorry for being unable to update this space.

many things have been happening and every night i have "tons" of homework
which i take my own sweet time to finish up, so yep.
i've been sleeping at like practically 2 everyday.

today's the heats. hais. i'm not gonna talk about it anymore.

i hope that you'll really finally come to realize already.

so sorry dude, if you wanna attract attention, this is not the place. go find other girls. screw off.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Babehhhhhhh.

(Ohh wooaahhh) x3




You know you love me

I know you care

Just shout whenever,

And I'll be there

You want my love

You want my heart

And we would never, ever, ever be apart



Are we an item?

Girl quit playin'

We're just friends,

What are you sayin'?

Said there's another as you look right in my eyes

My first love, broke my heart for the first time



And I was like

Baby, baby, baby ooh

Like

Baby, baby, baby noo

Like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like

Baby, baby, baby noo

Like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought you'd always be mine (mine)



Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever

And I just can't believe we ain't together

And I wanna play it cool

But I'm losin' you

I'll buy you anything

I'll buy you any ring

Cause I'm in pieces

Baby fix me

And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream

I'm goin down, down, down, down

And I just can't believe my first love won't be around



And I'm like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like

Baby, baby, baby noo

Like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like

Baby, baby, baby noo

Like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought you'd always be mine (mine)



(Luda)

When I was 13, I had my first love

There was nobody compared to my baby

And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above

She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,

She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks(Woo! )

She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street

And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend

She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing

And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying...



Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like

Baby, baby, baby noo

Like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought you'd always be mine (mine)



Baby, baby, baby ohhh

Like

Baby, baby, baby, noo

Like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

I though you'd always be mine (mine)



I'm gone

Yeahh, yeah, yeah

Yeahh, yeahhh

Now I'm all gone

Yeahh, yeah, yeah

Yeahh, yeahhh

Now I'm all gone

Yeahh, yeah, yeah

Yeahh, yeahhh

Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone

I'm gone

Friday, March 26, 2010

I'm officially missing you.

All I hear is raindrops


Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today

I’m officially missing you


(Ohhhh) can’t nobody do it like you


Said every little thing you do

Hey baby said

it stays on my mind

And I, and I, I’m officially



All I do is lay around


Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall ( face on the wall)

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all

i don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess its safe to say babe safe to say

that I'm, I'm officially missing you



(Ohhhh) can’t nobody do it like you


Said every little thing you do

Hey baby said

it stays on my mind

And I, and I, I’m officially



Well I thought I could just get over you baby


But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you



Its official


You know that I’m missing you

oohhh Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

ooohhh yeah

And I’m officially missing you

Thursday, March 18, 2010

if we ever meet again.

What is someone like you doin in a place like this?


Say Did you come alone or did you bring all your friends?

Say what's your name, What are you drinking

Think I know what are you thinking

Baby what's your sign tell me yours and I'll tell you mine

Say What is somebody like you doin in a place like this


(123, Come on...)


I'll never be the same, if we ever meet agaian

Wont let you get away, if we ever meet again

This freefall's got me sold, kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again


(Ooh, Ooh, If we ever meet agian)


Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before

Hope you don't see me blush but I can't help but want you more more

Baby tell me what's you're story I aint shy don't you worry

I'm flirting with my eyes I wanna leave with you tonight

Do you come here much? I've gotta see your face some more

(Some more cause baby I...)


I'll never be the same, if we ever meet agaian

Wont let you get away, if we ever meet again

This freefall's got me sold, kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again


If we ever meet again, I'll have so much more to say

If we ever meet again, I wont let you go away

If we ever meet again, I'll have so much more to say

If we ever meet again, I wont let you go away


I'll never be the same, if we ever meet agaian

Wont let you get away, if we ever meet again

This freefall's got me sold, kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again


I'll never be the same, if we ever meet agaian

Wont you get away, if we ever meet again

This freefall's got me sold, kiss me all night

Don't ever let me go

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again

wrong man for the job.

You´re the Wrong man for the job.


hmmm..hmmm


I Thought that you were the best part of me,

Baby I guess that we just believe what,

We wanna believe

I Thought I knew you so well , I couldn't tell

That this was sinking so deep,

I see it now,

I'm breathing now,

Its time for me...

For me..


To let it go

It was cool when it started but now the flame has gone


You´re The Wrong man for The Job,

My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on,

You´re the wrong man for the job,

I cant believe it took me so long to realize,

Finally know what it feels like(You´re The wrong man For the Job)

I'm starting over but,I wont be afraid

I'm sorry to say,

You´re the Wrong man for the job.


Oh..oh

Sometimes I wish I could take back everything,

It be easier to never have known you,

I would spare myself so much pain,

Still I can't stop thinking ´bout,

What I'mma do without,

You on the lonely nights,

But now I know,what I gotta do,

I cant ever change you,

Letting it go tonight..


Hey

It was cool when it started but now the flame has gone


You´re The Wrong man for The Job,

My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on,

You´re the wrong man for the job,

I cant believe it took me so long to realize,

Finally know what it feels like(You´re The wrong man For the Job)

I'm starting over but,I wont be afraid

Im sorry to say,

You´re the Wrong man for the job,


Im Looking for somebody to love me, the way I should be loved,

I need someone to do more for me, than you have ever done,

I love you but you're not the one...

It was cool when it started but now the flame has gone


You´re The Wrong man for The Job,

My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on,

You´re the wrong man for the job,

I cant believe it took me so long to realize,

Finally know what it feels like(You´re The wrong man For the Job)

I'm starting over but,I wont be afraid

I'm sorry to say,

You´re the Wrong man for the job,


Heeyy, heyy


You´re the Wrong man for The Job 2x

..the job..
goodbye, asshole.

It was so great having you in my life, i swear.

I couldn't have turned my whole life upside down w/o your help.

you this liar, deceiver.

like thanks, i didn't know SOS-ed for you.



Saturday, March 13, 2010

AWED.

HELLO GUYS!

I just came back from camp and gosh, it was AWESOMEEEEE.;DDDD

<3 10S11 TTM SIASXZSXZ. HAHAHAHAH.

the most memorable thing in my mind from the camp now is the SOUL NIGHT.(L)(L)(L)

You would have probably guessed what is it. (hint hint)

And yes, it's the performance by the S18 girl, her name is kristy? idk how to spell. :/

Anyways, that's not the point.

The main point is, her voice's AWESOMEEE.

I was so awed by her voice, i swear.

I heard she's good. But she WOW-ed me more that night.

plusplusplus the song lyrics brought tears to my eyes.



I can't help it but to say, i'm officially missing you.<3

Saturday, March 6, 2010

if today was a fairytale,

Today was a fairytale


You were the prince

I used to be a damsel in distress

You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six

Today was a fairytale


Today was a fairytale


Today was a fairytale

I wore a dress

You wore a dark grey t-shirt

You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you’re around


But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale


Today was a fairytale

You’ve got a smile that takes me to another planet

Every move you make everything you say is right

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

All that I can say is it’s getting so much clearer

Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale


Time slows down whenever you’re around

Yeah yeah


But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale


Time slows down whenever you’re around

I can feel my heart

It’s beating in my chest

Did you feel it?

I can’t put this down


But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?

It must have been the way you kissed me

Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way

Today was a fairytale

Sunday, February 28, 2010

The stars lean down to kiss you



And i lie awake and miss you



Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere



'cause i'll doze off safe and soundly



But i'll miss your arms around me



I'd send a postcard to you dear



'cause i wish you were here




I'll watch the night turn light blue



But it's not the same without you



Because it takes two to whisper quietly



The silence isn't so bad



Till i look at my hands and feel sad



'cause the spaces between my fingers



Are right where yours fit perfectly




I'll find repose in new ways



Though i haven't slept in two days



'cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone



But drenched in vanilla twilight



I'll sit on the front porch all night



Waist-deep in thought because when i think of you



I don't feel so alone





I don't feel so alone



I don't feel so alone





As many times as i blink



I'll think of you tonight



I'll think of you tonight





When violet eyes get brighter



And heavy wings grow lighter



I'll taste the sky and feel alive again



And i'll forget the world that i knew



But i swear i won't forget you



Oh if my voice could reach back through the past

Friday, February 19, 2010

hello, people!! so sorry i haven't been updating.
i guess i can only update at least and at most once a week. better than nothing, yeahh.

 
Anyways, last friday on this day, at this time, OG22 was crazying and having hell loads of fun, i still remember. The fun we had, i'll never forget.
OG22, YOU'LL ARE THE BEST.<333333(Y)(Y)(Y)


CNY was as usual tiring, happy(angbaos) and heartwarming.(:


school's been okay, so far i would say. except for the moments we(me, grace, ruiqi, wt)
go crazy over hot, cute and charming guys.(L)(L)(L)
ISWEAR TPJC HAS DAMN LOADSSS OF HOT GUYS LAAA.
this applies to only the j2s this year. oops. :x
J1s got also la, but J2s more. OMGOMGOMG LA.
super high nowww. HAHAAHAHAH.


kkayy la, i got to go alr people.):
i've got endless things to do eversince i started lectures + tutorials tgt.):


SAYOOOONARAAAA PEEPS!


never gonna be alone.

Time, is going by, so much faster than I

And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you

Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside

So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you

So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know


You're never gonna be alone from this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall

You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone


And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands

'Cause forever I believe

That there's nothing I could need but you

So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know


You're never gonna be alone from this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall

When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on

We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone


Oh, you've gotta live every single day

Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?

Don't let it slip away, could be our only one

You know it's only just begun, every single day

Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?

Tomorrow never comes


Time is going by so much faster than I

And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you


You're never gonna be alone from this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall

When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on

We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone


I'm gonna be there always

I won't be missing a word all day

I'm gonna be there always

I won't be missing a word all day

Friday, February 5, 2010

status: 21gunssss.

Do you know what's worth fighting for,


When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins



One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I



When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And you're thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins



One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I



Did you try to live on your own

When you burned down the house and home?

Did you stand too close to the fire?

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone



When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try

Something side this heart has died

You're in ruins



One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

Friday, January 29, 2010

AWESOMEEEEEEEEE.

TUESDAY.:D
haji lane with joanna.:DDD
haji lane's awesomee, i swear.
bought 1 bag and 2 tops.<33333
spent 94dollars.
yess, i'm broke AGAIN, WITHIN ONE DAY.
hahahahah.

THURSDAY.:DDD
first day of school was fun!:DDD
made new friends and err, had v bad sun exposure.)):
HAHAAHAH. saw nat dancing on the stage? ZOMG. SUPER FUNNY LAAAA.
OMG. DON'T KILL ME ON SUNDAY WHEN YOU SEE ME PLEASE!! HAHAAHAH.

TODAYYY.:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOVELOVELOVE OG 22 TTM MANSXZSXZ.
<33333
You guys are AWESOMEEE TTM MANSXZSXZ.:DDD
why is orientation only 2days?)):

I WANNA PLAY SOMEMOREEEE.

okay, i sound so childish. :x

photos on fb if you readers wanna see it.

our pretty and hunky faces.

hell yeah.:DDD

hahahaha


everything's happening all over again.
but this time it's different with your presence.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

baseball love three strikes your out



you're to busy trying to catch me out


But i just wanna get a home run


cause touring after a while get boring

Monday, January 25, 2010

You build me up



You break me down


My heart its pounding


Yeah you got me


With my hands up


You got me now


You got that sound


Yeah you got me


hey geeks, peeps, chicks and freaks!(: LOL.
it's been a long time since i've posted. as usual. HAHAHAH.
last week was.. pretty busy. 
I worked on friday and saturday. LIKE FINALLY~ 
thanks to janice! Love ya ttm mansxzsxz.C:
i've got my pay, and soon, i'm gonna spend it all off.(Y)
HAHAHAH. I think should add spending to my hobbies. LOL.
work was tiring, but fun.:DDD 
esp. the 2nd day. WHOOTS!~
met new people, and made new friends.XD

Hais.Posting results is coming up on wednesday, AND SCHOOL'S STARTING ON THURSDAY. gosh. I don't want school to start so soon, now that i have money to spend.): LOL. gonna grab every opportunity to go out this week before it's too late.

kkayy, that's all geeks, peeps, chicks and freaks! LOL.

Sayonara!!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Cry.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken


I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye


Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole 'in love' thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing


My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?

I strayed from love, this is how I feel


This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life


Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry


Did it happen when we first kissed?

'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more


I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart


My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?

I strayed from love, this is how I feel


This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life


Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry


How did I get here with you? I'll never know

I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry


This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life


Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry


This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

(You'll never see me cry)


Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

On my life


Wednesday, January 6, 2010

hello people!! really sorry, didn't wish everyone a happy new year here. :/
well, i hope it isn't too late;

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEEPS!!C:
may 2010 be a blessed, better and happier one for you'll.(:

Anyways, caught up with sher and jessica ytd. :D
HAHAAHAH. GUESS WHAT. sher likes jun su. (OMG. IDK HOW TO SPELL HIS NAME. :X)
zomg. It's just super hilarious when i compare sher's reactions to me going crazy over jun su last year with when she's going crazy over him this year. like ytd. okay, let's name him js okay. so i won't keep spelling his name as if i think it's correct. so yeah. i forgot what i wanna blog about js already, but one thing for sure i know and i can confirm is that i don't like him anymore. Not that he isn't charming already, in fact he is hotter now. Just that, err.. for all those people who know the reason why i like him would know the reason. hee hee.
So if you don't know the reason, it's okay, cause it doesn't really matter.

okay, i really forgot what i wanna blog about already so i shall just end off here.

bye!



Saturday, January 2, 2010

It's time for miracles.

It's late at night and I can't sleep



Missing you just runs too deep


Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile


Every kiss I can't forget


This aching heart ain't broken yet


Oh God I wish I could make you see


Cause I know this flame isn't dying


So nothing can stop me from trying






Baby you know that


Maybe it's time for miracles


Cause I ain't giving up on love


You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles


Cause I ain't giving up on love


No I ain't giving up on us






I just want to be with you


Cuz living is so hard to do


When all I know is trapped inside your eyes






The future I cannot forget


This aching heart ain't broken yet


Oh God I wish I could make you see






Cuz I know this flame isn't dying


So nothing can stop me from trying






Baby you know that


Maybe it's time for miracles


Cuz I ain't giving up on love


You know that


Maybe it's time for miracles


Cause I ain't giving up on love


No I ain't giving up on us






Baby can you feel it coming


You know I can hear it, hear it in your soul


Baby when you feel me feeling you


You know it's time...






Baby you know that


Maybe it's time for miracles


Cuz I ain't giving up on love






You know that



Maybe it's time for miracles


Cuz I ain't giving up on love


You know that


Maybe it's time for miracles


Cuz I ain't, I ain't giving up on love






No I ain't giving up on us


I ain't giving up, no


Oh I ain't giving up on us